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The One That Got Away

Unrequited love is love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may or may not be aware of the admirer's deep affections. The Merriam Webster Online Dictionary defines unrequited as "not reciprocated or returned in kind."^[1]

Dante looks longingly at Beatrice Portinari (in yellow) as she passes by him with Lady Vanna (in red) in Dante and Beatrice

Love

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love."

And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them.

And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you follow him,

Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to him,

Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,

Drams what do they mean?

I was still upset when I woke up.. I dreamed I was a working as a waitress in a cocktail bar, a very important older man walked in with his much younger flavor for the eve. Suddenly the room was all a buzz because of this guy. Who the hell was he? My female boss shoved me to get over to him. She ordered a brandy Alexander which was carefully made. Easily balancing the drinks on my tray I headed over to Mr. No big deal. When suddenly I noticed the stairs were covered with pillows. The busboys were putting pillows on the stairs? I couldn't walk straight on the pillows. My bosses boyfriend calls me over to this private room, where I am sure he is going to make it all right. He sits down and turns on this giant TV. Finally I tell him I gotta go deliver the drinks. I return to the bar only to discover pillows are gone, they have their drinks already, and every one is staring at me. Why did you put the pillows on the stairs? I demanded to know.
Then I woke up

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September October?

What happened to Sept, Oct? Missing in action.. Action missing

Miss Connections

confession, i read random missed connection ads before i go to sleep.. random places, random people, i just think they are cute and romantic.

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Drown in my tears

Don't know what to do anymore.. Ive lost the only love worth fighting for

eat, pray, love? Eat Eat Eat .. ; )

Eat me I'm a twinkie.

Liar Liar pants on Fire!!

What am gonna believe my own eyes

Stand Me Up, Make Me Cry?

Where have you been?

Where have you been? I ask myself. I have been MIA, in heart. Can not even finish this thought

The ghost under my bed

The ghost under my bed? He is in my bed and he is snoring. I am afraid of ghosts!! Boo!!

If you could I believe you would

If you could be here without the fear, naked, bare the soul that I know the ugly the weak the beautiful strong you. I know you you would come. I know you want to. If only you could walk away break the chains. What a happy boy you would be. There is still time

Love to ache or ache to love

I ache for your love. I will never forget you. Ring, ring ring droid boy

Dress the boy

Ever notice couples who dress the same? They bug me

Hot Tub Hunks

The girl was so drunk stumbling out of my guys hot tub. Hmm what did I just walk into? Ok, she is thirty and topless, drunk and dank. Stringy wet blonde hair. Can't put two words together runs to my guy jumps in his arms and bites his nipple hard. I think I saw a tear as he tried to play it cool.
Oh wait it gets better she is with her 50 yr old boyfriend, rich as fuck but born ugly. OMG! It's Nick! He is so sweet. What the hell is he thinking hanging out with this dumb bitch. It goes from bad to worse when he drops his towel and hello little light switch. I am from LA right? I can handle these small town Chicago boys right? God knows I have stepped into hell and back before. We all have a drink. I can do hot tub I mean we are all adults. Then the screaming and slurred swearing starts from sugar tits. I am a woman and I have been drunk before I feel bad for the dumb dumb girl. I want to help her but she is just too stupid. I hope she pukes on my guy as I get up and bolt.

Boyz to Men

Just cause I think like a boy. I still wanna be spoiled like a woman. I mean I know I get it. "The artful dodger." "The what you see is what you get, but if your not seeing it? I am with someone else. "What?" I know this cuz I think like a boy too. I just still want to be swept off my feet...Seduce me

Take a walk on the wild side

I walked in the door and I cut off all my long black hair. I just started chopping away. I'm not usually a crazy girl.
Its so hot here in Chicago and it is the 3rd of July and fireworks are going off all over my neighborhood.
My leg is broken, I can't walk! I have to use a walker to get around.
A male friend took pity on me and took me to dinner tonight. What fun? NOT!!!He had to pull the car in front of the restaurant, get out open the trunk get my walker out help me out of his sports car. I hop along to the table, people stare. Why I am compelled to tell these strangers I was hit by a car walking across the street, only god can answer. But I do. Even I am still amazed that I got hit by a car walking across the street. I mean who does that?!!!
Add insult to injury, I had to ask my date to please drive me to the Walgreens after dinner because I had to buy toilet paper!! I mean I know everybody uses toilet paper.. But..But really? I pee in the shower : (

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Make be a bike clown!!

b healed by the well heeled

There is a new healer all the rage in the bu..Malibu that is.
He heals you by staring at you. Yes by staring at you.
Hmm what if that really worked. Well there are testimonies that tell of magic healing. I know touch can be healing n hugs work too. My favorite laughter.
If you could heal with a stare. Imagine what you can do with a glare

Chicago from my sofa

Analize this

I hate when you start caring about a guy and you find your self thinking and re-thinking everything he says, does, doesn't do...Ugh!! Kman ur driving me crazy! U yummy bastard

No it's just YOU.

I love when men try to shame you into dating them. This guy tells me I must have issues with men because I told him he looked like a gang banger. White baggy t shirt, big mustache etc.. Man up it is just you. Then on my way out of the restaurant tonight with my broken leg hobbling, the young bartender asks me if I am still able to do other things..What? Really?

Wanna b famous

I wanna be famous for a day.. just a day then get over it just to see how it feels. Hmmm..
"That's weird there is all these paparazzi outside." Wait what did I just wish for?

When I get better

Or should I say when my broken leg heals I am going to step out.. (no pun intended) I am gonna see to it that all you broke dicks get the proper help. For instance.. Do you know how difficult it is to brush your teeth with a broken leg. I was in my kitchen with my friend and he was getting me a glass of ice because it is so hot here in Chicago. He turns and hands me the glass, "huh?" I am standing there on one leg balancing myself with a walker. I just looked at him. I can't hold the glass and myself. I had to get a walker cuz t crutches do not work for me. The hospital charges you close to $200 dollars for the walker and another $70 for the wheels. What good is the walker without the WHEELS?? I want to change that. Go green and recycle walkers. I mean I need the walker now but in 6 months ? Now I know how Big Daddy Kane (not his real name) felt after his back surgery. When I see him again I am gonna kiss every spot on his beautiful strong back and heal him...

I still don't

Blog, blog blog

I was hit by a car crossing the street on Friday May 7th, It is Wed the 19th and I am still down. I can't put any weight on my left foot till end of June. What can I say? You find out who your real friends are. Also I am freaking out thinking about the people I love driving in cars or stepping off curbs and die.

DUSTY DAUGHTERS

"Give me a V
"Give me a I
"Give me a A
"Give me a G
"Give me a R
"Give me a A
"Whatz it spell??
"Happiness"

What's it spell?

Clarity

By George I think I have finally got it! Clarity! Be clear on what you want. You want that bad boy?
Be clear why you want him, and be clear what exactly you want from that boy. If you can live with it, then I say go for it.
I know his sweet gestures are his way of telling me he cares.
Bad boy; make me smile

Can you really love one man?

When boys hang up on you, Men call..

Boys Hang Up But Men Call.
I love watching Patti from Millionaire Matchmaker because she really calls men out on their #@$%! Then I began to kinda feel sorry for these poor clueless guys. Because their egos are so fragile!!
For Example I was dating a nice guy who was kinda famous, a big fish in a small pond. I liked him I thought he was a cool but I was just not that into him. We made a plan to meet in Vegas and we met at the airport had drinks, his co-workers were with him and he was acting very cocky and full of bravado. I thought it was weird and I was right. He had some business so we planned to meet later, and although he was in Vegas he purposefully stood me up. Then it dawned on me! I began to think about how awful I must of made him feel. Here is this seemingly nice guy resorting to such nasty behavior due to his fragile ego. He later admitted he had planned to teach me a lesson. I did learn that "men are the weaker race." (Sorry fatty)

The Red Head

My Girlfriend who is not a red head discovered her Boyfriend had a profile on Match.com.
She discovered he was generous and sensitive and looking for a serious relationship. He talked about his world traveling and posted the pictures of them in Mexico, Italy, etc..with her conveniently photo shopped out. So what do you think she did? She changed his profile. Well she didn't exactly change it she kept all the sensitive crap in, she just added some truths that read something like this. "Currently I am with my girlfriend who has no idea that I am on this dating site, so basically I lie to her. I make sure I tell her I love her so she won't suspect anything and I guess I don't really care if she does find out."
I wonder how many woman are contacting him now?

COCK BLOCKING N OTHER BAD BEHAVIOR

"He told me they asked him, which one are you going to f*%#?" Cock blocking in the most base juvenile way! Men are worse then women when it comes to gossip. They will go to every length to make the next guy look like a dog. It is the modern day duel without swords.
He fabricated the story and she believed him and passed the sordid story on to me.
Luckily I knew it was a lie. None of the men said that I was there. You gotta give the guy props. For trying to slay his opponents in the war of you got her I want her.

SEPERATE THE MEN FROM THE BOYS

Its time to separate the men from the boyz... No more playing around!! Just the A team the first string no more bench warmers. Gentlemen man up they dont hide, they make decisions they go after what they want without falter, fears. They dont live in denial and excuses.
Boyz are afraid to take their training wheels off

ONE HUNDRED FIRST DATES...

Hey you angel.. can you call me? Look me up, hook me up! Wanna play tonight?
Hey don't I know you? Are you really going out with him? Is she going home with you? Hey isn't that your girlfriend with your best friend? Crazy girls are just crazy..
She loves him and he loves her and she love me! What?
Watch your back and remember to take off your watch, because even if I didn't see your face I can still see your watch.
Take your head off my boyfriends lap

Internet Dating, Millionaires, Monkys & Mayhem

What is to be said about internet dating? Men and woman lose their manners, they tell grown-up lies. I am having fun, I guess dating men from L A is not far off from dating cyberspace Illinois boyz. I like older men because I always felt they could teach me something. The older men I have dated in Chicago don't have that laid back attitude that I enjoy with younger men. Gentlemen don't take yourself so seriously!! And don't show us pictures of your children!! Sex and children? Well its not sexy. And I won't show you pictures of my dog, cat, Or my X shirtless ....

YOU ARE NOT YOUR BODY....

REMEMBER YOU ARE ALWAYS LOVED,
YOU ARE SPIRIT ,
SPIRIT HAS NO LIMITS
NOT THE LIMIT OF PHYSICAL

Rayma Tarot & Angel Reader Reiki Master Intuitive Counselor

Rayma Tarot & Angel Reader Reiki Master Intuitive Counselor

Gonna wash that man right outta my hair

My friend's boyfriend broke up with her in a text message than to add insult to injury; he had his buddies/room mates bring all her stuff she had left at his place to her..."How mean! Right? Talk about in your face. What would you do

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TURN ME ON Lyrics - NORAH JONES

TURN ME ON Lyrics - NORAH JONES: "Like a flower waiting to bloom
Like a lightbulb in a dark room
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

Like the desert waiting for the rain
Like a school kid waiting for the spring
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on

My poor heart, it's been so dark
Since you've been gone
After all, you're the one who turns me off
You're the only one who can turn me back on

My hi-fi is waiting for a new tune
My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on, turn me on
© SONY"

LEAVE DON'T CHEAT

STRIPPERS AND TRIPPERS ALL BARE OH MY...
A VERY PROMINENT BUSINESS MAN I KNOW WANTS GOLDEN AND BROWN SHOWERS. TIGER WOODS WANTS TO GET A LITTLE ROUGH. JESSE JAMES DOES IT RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE.. YOUR NOT IN KANSAS ANYMORE

"John wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office... But she was dating someone else.

One day John got so frustrated that he went to her and said, 'I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you...

The girl looked at him, and then said, 'NO!'

John said, 'I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up.'

She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend...So she called him and explained the situation.

Her boy friend says, 'Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down.'

She agreed and accepts the proposal.

Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, 'What happened...?' Still breathing hard, she managed to reply,

'The bastard had all dimes!'"

And what of Love?

Dating for some women is hell. And for others like adding sugar to your morning coffee.
It occurs to me all this time later, my mother never dated even though she was only in her forties when my father left. My single girlfriends in Los Angeles and Chicago although beautiful and intelligent sit home alone. Raising children alone like my mother did. But this new generation of single mothers, my peers, are sexual woman. We are nothing like my mother was at forty or are we. Hmmm... My male friends equally beautiful and intelligent are alone or in between dating tweens disguised as 25 to 30 yr old woman. When I was 25 I was having fun and I knew it all.
Only now do I realize I was just learning how to ride a bike.
I used to say "I still don't know what I want but I know what I don't want." Happily I am learning what I want. or are we learning who we are as woman, mothers, friends and lovers.
Either way knowing I love men, I love life and I love love; my quest now is to find my happiest ending.

Suga what?

Gmail - Fw: hello gorgeous - varymary2009@gmail.com

: "'Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.' --Mark Twain
Hello gorgeous"

M & M

Did you know you can have m & m candies with your name on em.

A couple hours away?

Why did you tell me you were a couple hours away? Foolish boyz running down hills unable to stop. Running so fast that the only way to stop is to fall tumble and roll.
Hit your head and die

Where are you boy?

The Giraffe The Girl and The Gaffe

A beautiful girl was dating this boy who took her to the zoo one day. Hooray said the beautiful girl today I will get to pet a giraffe! I have always wanted to pet a giraffe! I am so excited to be here I hope we can pet the giraffes.

KISS ME A MOVIE STAR

Kissing a movie star is just like kissing every other man. I can count on one..two hands how many men I kissed full on the mouth, sweet wet kisses. Trust me its not what the man does, itz who he is!
Or who he is not. So kiss a fool and love the man

Robert De Niro's Waiting

LIKE THE DESERT NEEDS THE RAIN

Stomach flips, hearts squeezed tight
Short breaths, knees weak
Eyes shielded from the light of reality
Because I miss you like the deserts miss the rain
I see your spirit form float across my ceiling
Don't let me go
cuz i miss you
Sister Julie

THE BOYZ FROM ILLINOIS

The boyz from Illinois, 2 wild 2 tame....
Breaking hearts, taking the blame
Broken promises ignites the flame
Rough n tumble, where's the shame

I GOT TOLD IN A TEXT MESSAGE

"Bad manners, your game is weak. "Costco?". What they give u a ticket for talking on the cell at Costco? Have a nice trip , don't call....
This is what Michael text to me when I told him I was at Costco and would call him later...This from A guy who was calling me to meet for first time!!! Gee so sad to let this one go : )

He put his hand in mine and then he touched me...

The first touch, glance,
sense of romance...
That feeling of ... electricity, is actually just that. Electric energy.
Feels amazing.
Energy vibrates at different frequencies, love forces vibrate at the highest frequency
LOVE IS THE HIGHEST FORCE OF ENERGY
All matter is energy in movement, even the most solid objects are built from energy.
We are surrounded by energy, we ourselves ARE ENERGY!!!
For now because of YOU... I will move with my lovers energy...YUMMY

Men that act like girls

So when men say they don't want to see you anymore, then they call you because they want to stop by to pick up their comb or drop off your toothbrush.
YOU ARE ACTING LIKE GIRLS!!
JUST STOP IT!!
Don't say you want to break up to get the girl your dating to do your bidding..
DON'T YOU KNOW WE GIRLS INVENTED THAT #$@T!!!
MAN UP BOYS! MAKE US PROUD & BEG!! ; p

Red Roses

I got a dozen of beautiful red roses today... LoVe
I remember When I married Norton I was 5 and he was 2 and a half.
(Not really but we may as well been.)
I never wanted to get married but my father was very strict and virgins got married, and I was a virgin. "Wow!!! I was a virgin" How sweet am I?
Did I mention I married the mob; most of my young husbands fathers friends died in prison including my father in law.
We got all these envelopes full of cash for wedding gifts. "Crazy"
Lets just say I believe in flowers, candy pills, one million dollar bills... BE MY BOY. ; 0
I believe in LoVe

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X BOYFRIENDS.. "N ALL THAT JAZZ"

Going to see an x-boyfriend is a desire to bleed willingly.
Because you have not cried all of your tears or faced all your fears.
Its feeling comfortable in the uncomfortable.
But there I went into the lions den, my heart pounding
He looked good, the same but still good.
He spoke words I wanted to hear
Eventually we fell asleep, and when I woke
Everything was as I remembered it
So why did I tiptoe around?
Because I didn't want to wake up the earth
I didn't want to go home to my house of tomorrow
I wanted to stay in the pleasure of loves memory
A little while...But you cant hold fire against your chest and not get burned
Going to see an x-boyfriend is a lesson already learned

Mashed Potatoes

I NEED YOUR MASHED POTATOES RECIPE
I lost my sister to breast cancer last year. She was too young and we were very close, like in the vault, close. Like pull your hair knock you down I hate you, close. Whenever I did something really stupid, dangerous or illegal she would be the first person I would tell, I knew my deepest secrets would be safe.
"Hmm.". just a thought.. but it occurs to me the secrets we shared went to the grave with her.
" Never thought that before till just now, Is that morbid?"
She was beautiful and always causing trouble. I was with her when she died and I remember thinking how she looked just like a young Sophia Loren. I miss her sometimes more than other times, sometimes her spirit haunts my house and I can feel her and it makes me so sad I cry.
I wanna honor her life and I need your help. Julie, that is her name, made the most delicious mashed potatoes. No party, holiday etc.. would be complete without Aunt Julie's mashed potatoes.
I am putting together a book of celebrity mashed potatoes recipes.
Money raised will go to Breast Cancer Awareness.
Will you help?

L A Speaks

IN THE VAULT

So I came up with a new idea for my cousins and my girlfriends. We get together once a month, we absolutely have to show-up or we get fined!! We have a girls night out, or in, or lunch, or clean my place..wait did I just say clean my place out loud? The point is to get closer ladies, and tell secrets, and keep secrets. Everything we say is in the vault!!
So what he has to take viagra..oops itz in the vault

I sound calmer don't I?

Snow

It has been snowing here in Chicago since 2:00 am Thursday morning it is now 6:00 am Friday morning and it is still snowing. My Neighbor god love him is outside shoveling, he is so noisy!!
Why am I here? L A here I come..
My dog who always gets so excited to go out, wont budge. She just looks at me like "really?"

New Year, Not New You

New Year, Not New You

Itz complicated

Sooo.. Where have you been young lady? It's complicated, I moved and I moved on!! Yes, had a broken heart, :( my advice for a broken heart? Crazy glue.."that shit works!!"
Want to know what I learned? Friends and family are the best and really the craziest glue you will ever need.

NEW YEARS EVE IN NEW YORK!!! FUN FUN FUNTASTIC.

WORDS OF WISDOM
Stay away from men that try to shame you and make you feel stupid.
When you disagree with your man, keep your eye on the big picture, dont make the poor guy scream uncle..but do make him scream, moan, often. Got a new man? Too many to think about just one? I need to know, ho. "Ho ho ho" Merry xmas and happy new year.